My secret

Hello Everyone!! I'm come back, yeah!

Today I want tell about my story, too many who want me to say, but this is my story.

I wonder where I would start a story, too much of that already I feel that what I feel that's also the experience of my life, but I learned from every experience I've been through. Here I believe to be a more mature both in attitude, the mind would also be deed. Not easy to live this life, this life is the life for me a very complicated for me to live too many challenges and obstacles that hinder me. But as time went on I met someone where he is part of my prayer also, because I prayed I would like to have someone who can I make as a friend and I wish he was a guy. Why guys? Because I want to, also can feel the beauty of friends or even a time when I could be her soulmate. In addition it turned out to vent with a guy much better than you vent with a girl, answer or solution that you accept whatever it will look different.

Don't forget this will turn again to ourselves each, to anyone we may confide but remember telling was the one who you believe and any answers or solutions that we receive, strain beforehand because there is of course also an answer or solution that you received can help you regardless of any stories that you tell. In the end my prayer was answered at God and I'm grateful. At the beginning we met it originated from me just to a friend's room and then because there is no work I was thinking to come to her room to ask for things that are not important. I've actually recognize him from our one Christian fellowship on campus. But we just know each other, or in other words you know me I know you. In fact, if it should be further acquainted like friends because they want to know each other.

The beginning of a difficult and strange when I begin to approach. Feels very awkward and stiff when start talking with him, I was in because it still has properties that bad when you first meet someone new. Shortly after it turned out he could find the atmosphere that initially looks very awkward and stiff. Long story short I was finally able to close and even in the short time he was the first to unfiltered he immediately assume and say I'm this match made in companions.

But it turns out what others say is true, if you had a friend a guy that can never be really you or he considers a friend forever. And it's true as time went on I liked him, but at the time I started to like him also immediately changed my attitude I started to love awkwardly and even I melt in an instant when he started to sing or he shows some works by him in making the lyrics songs.

Feeling that starts with liking can definitely end up with a sense of love. But I was trying to bury would guess that, because I also do not want the friendship which has started to be broken just because I like him, but he himself doesn't like me. Long story short it was not only my experience tells me that when I was chasing a love that is not possible I could get from people who are blind to my signal. Is my experience, or may have been past it hurts me? Yes very painful, on the one hand I had kept a profound expectations but on the other hand I did not want to be the one begging for love. More and more you chase me away that I used to feel.

But the past is only the past now I'm trying to get out of the past and start looking to the future to go ahead and move on. When I like people have become my best friend, he was also was like someone who turns out to be my own friend who also stayed one rental home with us. At first I was just introducing them mediocre, but time is running very fast. When they were finally going out, I have said before that my heart also to him. But alas, I wasn't her type and anyways I was only fit to be her friend.

Well that's the story of the love that I've been through so alone. But I always hope one day I can find my true love and when I have to get the right person I hope my love story with a happy ending can be. Then why I had said that life is hard? Because I have to live this life with a process that I enjoy are too long. Challenges and obstacles sometimes can not be run in accordance with the commitment, even 24 hours cann't be organized with maximum.

But finally I was made aware that life is not difficult to live. Just enjoy your life, enjoy the existing process. But remain always focused and remember what the priorities. The focus doesn't mean you will run in one direction only, but the focus of the course but a lot depends on you that determines the direction. I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn't guarantee that others will be good people. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.